So my Canon Rebel xti was m.i.a. for quite some time, and my moms film camera wasn’t working either. So finally we took them to get fixed and got them back. I’m so happy to have them back. I used a whole roll of black and white film the other day with my friends and the pictures turned out amazing. I’m good with school right now. It’s a lot og homework, and two of my teachers are in the hospital right now. The people in my classes are funny, and I like the classes for the most part. Labor day weekend was fun, even though I didn’t go anywhere because of the hurricane threat. This weekend I’m not really doing anything, but sleeping a whole lot. That’s the hard part is getting up early. Americas Next Top Model is on soon and I have french homework. I’ll post some of the pictures later maybe.
okay so today was my first day. My main complaint is the amount of walking, and the crowded halls. This school was not made for the amount it holds. Also I don’t have any classes with a lot of my friends which totally sucks. Oh well it was okay. I think I’ll like high school. And there were definatly some cute boys, which is always a plus. My feet are killing me.
Yep. Four days, if you count today. Now I’m getting scared. I mean life is moving so fast. I feel like it’s gonna be over soon. I know it’s 4 years until college, but it still scares me. 4 years ago I was in 5th grade, I was so little. And now i’m here. I’m going to go read The Perks Of Being A Wallflower. That should help me.
Dang.
School is starting soon. I’m not really sure how I feel. Scared and hopeful I guess. I Went back to school shopping today, I really like the stuff I got. It’s a bit different from my usual, fresh start in high school I guess. I’m scared because, this is the 4 years of your life everyone talks about. It’s highschool. It gets all the glory. I am hopeful though, because of all the new things I’ll get to experience. New people, and yes new boys. I’m just a little worried about how these next 4 years are going to play out. I’m not ready to be a grown up yet. I guess I’m going to have to just roll with it. I’ll probably post another one of these around when school starts. I’ll most likely be freaking out then. Or I may forget. Who knows.
I really don’t know what you’re doing. Seriously, I may not know the entire situation with her, but what you are doing makes no sense. I hope you realize you can’t just throw people out of your life because you have new friends, and then say “Just kidding I actually realized I don’t have any friends anymore come back.” That’s what it feels liek you are doing atleast. You’re no perfect, I don’t expect that. Suddenly you are saying things about not wanting to be friends with depressed people because they bring you down. Do you even give a thought to all those times we were there for you? You lied to me, you know you did. It was over a year ago, but that doesn’t mean you’ve forgotten. Now you’ve made all these friends with people simpley because they are happy all the time. You can’t honestly expect them to keep up with that. What about when you’re upset for once, they’ll all be too happy to deal with your crap. An also, for the first time in her life she spoke up and said something, liek you have been doing all your life, and suddenly she is the devil for saying something about how she feels. The simple truth is, we were there at your darkest. Where were these new happy people?
So I said I would be posting a lot. Obviously that is not what happend. I pretty much suck at life. sorry about that. I just ate a delicious salad and i’m drinking Arizona Green Tea, so I’m pretty good. Erin is home today! I should be going to schlitterbahn sometime soon, I can’t wait. I’m also listning to Katy Perry which makes me wanna dance. Strange. Anyway I am in serious need of summer excitment, I’ve kind of been lacking it lately. Well I’m in a fabulous mood excpet that I have nothing to do. I am going ot the Breaking Dawn release thing at the book store with some people, so that will be really awesome. I also got my third ear piercings, and I’m working on getting my tragus. That’s all dude. See ya.
I have neglected to post anything here in forever an a half. I had so much to say, but I couldn’t figure out how to put it all down. Baisically camp was amazing, I don’t even want to type about it because I miss it so much. I went to Warped Tour on sunday, which was fantastic. We were all exaugsted, and gross, and dehydrated, but it was totally worth it. Andrea got home last night so we shall be hanging out today I believe. And I have cheer, yuck.
I’m off to camp today. Im’ a little worried about leaving for a whole week. I really do hope I meet some amazing people there. I think this camp will be good for me. Atleast Andrea will be thee part of the time, and so will Meagan, so I won’t be too alone. Farewell. I’ll be sure to update and all that jazz when I get back.
Friendly reminder: I’m at camp June 22-28th
Thursday I had fun with schyler. Friday I shoppend and then slept over at Jessica’s house with katie. Saturday I saw The Happening with Schyler. It was pretty odd, but some parts were kind of scary, and gross. I also got a hair cut which was cool. Today was father’s day and I did nothing, but I did set up my web cam. Tomorrow I hope to do something fun, and go to cheer. My brother gets his license tomorrow also. :)
